far from perfect

I love bible studies. I just came back from our Girl's Group, and I was really blessed. My soul feels so refreshed. I know that I haven't been in the Word as much as I should lately which is partly the reason for my spiritual dryness. I feel like I'm slowly getting back to where I should be in my walk. I've strayed a bit, but I know where I should head towards. I'm running towards Christ.
I'll admit that during these weak moments I've fallen into sin. It was so hard to persevere when all seemed hopeless. Nothing was going my way, so why bother to do what's right? I gave in to my fleshly desires, and I am ashamed. Ashamed when I look back to my Lord and remember all that He has done to forgive me of my sins. I felt like such a waste of space. I knew that the reason why I'm still here on earth is to share the gospel, but I haven't even been doing that. On top of it all I started to go astray. I knew that I had disappointed God.
Thanks to our bible study, I was reminded that God's love for us does not depend on us. Praise God for that, for I am far from perfect.

^{"Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Rom. 8:35,37-39}