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I usually don't like listening to this song, except for when I miss you. This was track 2 of my supposedly "new line of cds." lol I can't believe you said that. I smile at the moments we've shared, but the smile goes just as soon as it came. I'm going to miss you even more when you're gone.

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As much as I want to finish college already, taking classes in the summer is truly horrendous. I'm slowly losing my motivation. My brain can't take it anymore. It's turning into a pile of mush. I just want to relax and not worry about reading assignments and deadlines.

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Jobjobjoblessss. le sigh. So far, the two hotels I've applied to said no. No word from the hospital. Old boss told me that it's not looking like I'll have a job with them since enrollment is so low. Two of my friends work at a Kindercare Learning Center, and they informed me of some openings. I'm really hoping to get a job there. I'm going back there tomorrow to turn in my application. I hate filling those out. With a passion!

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The ground around me is shaking once again. Things are shifting and changing. I'm praying we all don't fall through. Lord, keep us standing firm.

Once again, everyone's leaving. This feeling is unnerving. It's a consuming cloud of darkness. The presence of the sun and the warm familiarity is fading. A hurricane is coming, and nothing will be left but a trail remnants. What will become of us who are left behind?