my utmost for His highest

First blog of 2010. Heh. This won't be anything special, but I'll write anyway. The creative writing juices just haven't been flowing lately. I almost wanted to leave blogspot forever, but that's very unlike me. I still have my old xangas, and I can't possible delete my myspace. Why? Because I feel like there's history there, in all the phases of different websites I've been involved in, each one holds a part of me at a certain point in my life that I couldn't do away with.
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I'm finally getting over a cough, but now I have the sniffles. T_T wat the heck. My nose has been running, and I've been trying to catch it. To make matters worse, I was a sob ball today. My eyes sting from crying so much. Yesterday, my nose got hit by a basketball. Poor thing. It's a good thing it hasn't detached itself from me out of anger. If I was my nose, I would have.
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On a more serious note, I'll write about my love relationship with none other than my Lover. I'm glad to say I've been spending more time with my Lover. We walk hand-in-hand down the hall in the morning when I go to make copies at the office. I love that He's always there. He accepts me for who I am, imperfections and all, and He loves me unconditionally. He is jealous for me. Sometimes, I simply cannot comprehend why. Why has He chosen to call me His beloved? I'm not worthy of Him. I make mistakes all the time, yet I find myself still being embraced by Him and His all-constraining love. I depend on Him for everything, for only He can satisfy my every longing. I love getting to know Him more each day. He is amazing!

Jesus, Lover of my soul, all to you I owe, for you have granted life everlasting and love unsurpassed.

"Teach me your way, O LORD,
and I will walk in your truth;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name." - Psalm 86:11