I suck.

Not getting along with everyone saddens me. Everyone as in those who are considered more than acquaintances/friends and sometimes even brothers and sisters in Christ. I know there are times when the people we know will rub us the wrong way, but I hate having beef with people. It just doesn't feel right, and it's emotionally burdensome. Making amends is the most difficult part, and it is easier said than done. Sometimes, I am willing, but I'm afraid the other party isn't ready forgive me.
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Current status: dismal T_T