not quite a nightmare

For the past few days now I've been having these horrible dreams. They're not the scary monster dreams though, nor are they sad type where someone dies. Rather, they're the dreams in which I finally get what I wished for.

You might think that should count as a good dream, but I count it as a bad dream. Because what if the only time it'll come true is in my dreams?

I've never been too fond of dreams anyway. I believe them to be a cruel thing. Waking up from a nightmare is a dreadful thing, and waking up from a good dream is even more so because you wake up and realize it's not real. It never was. Perhaps, it never will be.