no words.

I feel as if I should have a lot to say about a lot of things, but other people have already said so much that I don't really have much to say about anything.

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I suppose what I could say is that God has blessed me with a long awaited job. I accepted this job more for the experience than the pay. I would still rather work with kids than make more money else where. This job is definitely a lot more challenging than my previous one. It's a lot more demanding since I'm working with the youngest age group that I have ever worked with. Their cuteness is a bonus. That's what I try to focus on. It also feels really good to be actively doing something than just to bum around in my room all day. I hated that.

My two classes started today. I'm hoping that I can balance my time well with my full time job, school work, church activities, and me time.

I also need to have a more strict budget. Thankfully, my next car payment is my last car payment. That'll take a load off me, but I do have to start paying for my own car insurance. Still, it's going to be a smaller amount.

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In other news, I got to be part of two of my good friends' wedding. It seemed to be a small job being a cord person, but I actually felt nervous about doing it. I didn't want to mess up such a simple task. I'd say it was the most perfect wedding that I had ever attended. Everything seemed to be as it should. I'm happy for them. I even got to see old friends again. It was a pleasant reunion.

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Generally speaking, I just feel weird about it all.