26 days left [change]

Rough Morning. I had no desire to go to work. I felt so unhappy with my job. I know that sounds utterly selfish, because I should be thankful I even have a job. But today I just wasn't up for it. One of the downside of working as a teacher is that you see the same people basically every day for eight months. It's easy to get tired of them. Nevertheless, I don't see myself with any other career besides teaching. It's the environment I'm most used to and at the end of the day, I know it's what God has called me to do. How can I deny His calling?

I'm not the kind of girl who loves going to the mall to shop. Unlike most girls, I don't save my money just so I can get new clothes every week and keep up with the latest fashion. I think it to be much too bothersome. I'd much rather buy gadgets and gizmos online (or spend on eating out). Only on rare occasions, though, do I go shopping to get my mind off of things and help me feel better. Today was that day. I love getting cute outfits for bargain prices. So I treated myself a little today.

It's funny when you wait for something it feels a lot longer than if you weren't waiting for it. My patience is truly being tested. Already, I felt a hint of impatience welling up inside of me. But of course I will not allow it to be cultivated. I will keep it at bay if not fully diminish it. Waiting is undoubtedly a rigorous refining process. It's one that I've been undergoing for almost all my life. I have always been waiting for something or someone. Kinda like Gatomon in "The Eighth Child Revealed" in season 1 of Digimon. Hopefully at the end of waiting I can finally digivolve into Angewomon!