11 days left [disrespect]

Today, was yet another rainy Friday. The head teacher at work had to leave early, so it was very busy today. Sometimes, busy is good, because the time goes by a lot faster. At the end of the day, though, things just got too hectic for me. I had to call the principal for some back up. It's always been hard for me to be an authoritative figure, because I don't really look the part. The students don't always take me seriously when I tell them to stop doing stupid stuff. A few of the students disrespected me, and I was enraged on the inside. It was to the point where I could've started screaming at them....or cry, because that's what I do when I get really angry. During dismissal, I just sat in a corner of the secretary's office and curled up into a ball. I couldn't even stand to look at the students. I was so annoyed and tired. I wanted to sleep and cry all at the same time. When all the students were gone, I spoke to the principal to let her know what's been going on. She's really awesome and supportive. She said she was sorry that this had ever happened, and that she will handle the students come Monday. I love those kids, but there are a few that need a good smack in the face. Oh yes, teaching is the career I am pursuing. -____-