still makes me smile

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^{I feel like a different person when I observe those two people who used to like each other a lot. I'm able to read their conversations and smile and laugh at their silly and cute dialogue. Seeing their good times doesn't make me feel sad I'm not like them anymore. For a long time, it pained me deep inside knowing I don't have what they had. Now I don't feel self-pity, but rather I feel amused by them. They make me all giggly inside, makes me want to go squeeze a pillow or something XD}